A Note to Myself:

Don’t you just love the feeling of finishing something you’ve worked so hard on?
Don’t you just love the feeling of finally achieving what you’ve wanted all this time, and knowing the wait was worth it?

The feeling of accomplishment:
knowing that you’ve actually done something in your life.

Let that take over your whole soul. Let it influence every part of your being. Let it flow.

There might come a point wherein you want to do everything imaginable;
just let the thoughts occupy your head while you do one thing at a time. Keep them coming. Write them down if you want.

Just keep on going. Keep on waiting. Do what you have to do. Do what you’ve been doing all this time. Do what you believe is right.

Remember your end goal.

[ alone ]

i’m not

i’m not who you think i am

i’m not shy in front of others

i’m not quiet like i usually say so

i’m not nice like i “normally” am

i’m not someone you can rely on

i’m not someone you can trust

i’m not someone you can go to in times of trouble

i’m not warm like the rest

i’m not cute like the rest

i’m not beautiful like the rest

i’m not talented; i can’t do anything right

i’m not with you anymore

i’m not happy now

i’m not feeling that sad

i’m not who you think you are

i’m not you

i am myself