can i die i want to die can i die please let me die i don’t deserve to live i want to die can i die can i please just die i can have a lot of ways to die i can suddenly let myself drown in this misery i call life can i die and take this pen as a knife can i die by your hand so at least i can still be alive slowly from the dead i come back to life and haunt your merry ways — no i cannot allow myself to do that i just want to die i want to disappear from this world i want to not exist what if while i’m typing this suddenly i disappear suddenly i don’t exist what if i suddenly die before typing the last
A Collection of Thoughts from Yesterday's Tomorrow 